A Song In Which I Convince Myself To Stop Being Such A Fucking Idiot Lyrics & Chords By House Boat
My mind goes blank and my chest feels tight when you smile
It's pretty dumb I know
But I don't fucking care how dumb I sound
I'll skip out on the party and chase you around
I haven't felt this way in a while
And oh I know
I'm just another fucking chump
With no clue what to do but I don't care
'cause I fucking like you
I've been through this before
Just don't remember when
But when you put your hands on mine
Oh I'm sixteen again
I've made enough mistakes
And lost a couple wars
Let's roll the dice and see if I can lose a couple more
Can't win if you don't play, whittle away
These thirty days
Self-loathe try not to talk just settle down
Just take a walk
This heart it can't be broke
This summer is a fucking joke
I know I'm hiding from myself I fucking know
This shady situation echoes all that came before
But I just laugh about it I'm not crying anymore
Even when I'm not fucked up I still lose every fight
So it really doesn't matter if I lose another fight
Tonight
