Pulse Lyrics & Chords By Stepson

Everyday I wake up with weight on my shoulders
With pressure on my chest, I get up, I give up
I have no purpose, no reason to be alive
The constant search for meaning is clouded by my eyes

Every second, every minute, everyday
It's exactly the same, I tell myself I'm okay
I know I worry, yeah, I know I worry but

I am not okay
Unhappiness and loneliness only fuel the cause
An empty shell, a mannequin of the person I once was

I'm leading myself blind from nothing to nowhere
With only the sound of my heartbeat letting me know I'm alive
My reflection is a stranger, imperfection's in my nature
Why do I put this pressure on myself?

Every second, every minute, everyday
It's exactly the same, I tell myself I'm okay
I know I worry, yeah, I know I worry but

I am not okay
Unhappiness and loneliness only fuel the cause
An empty shell, a mannequin of the person I once was

I am not who you see
I am not who I'm supposed to be

I am not who you see
I am not who I'm supposed to be
No one knows me but myself
And I hate what "myself" is

No one knows me but myself
And I guess that's the way it'll stay
No smiling, just fade in the background

I just want to be okay

I am not okay