I wish I was free of this
I see her in my dreams
Wish that she wasn't there
But she still haunts me as I
Still feel her breath on me
Still want to taste her skin
But I know that would kill me
No!
Damn her; still, I choke on her lies
Still reeling from her last caress, her goodbye
Oh, how this sickens me
This wretched fools' affair
I can't erase this from me
And now it permeates
And every thought I feel
The anger writhes in my soul
No!
Damn her; still, I feel my stomach turn
Choke back; hold my head high—I'm strong
No!
Damn her; still, I choke on her lies
Not reeling; I'm strong
I wish I was free of this