In Hospital Lyrics & Chords By The Scotland Yard Gospel Choir

When you were in hospital
I couldn't stand the smell of the ward
It hung in the hallways
It clung to my clothing
And as you went downhill fast
All I knew to do
Was wear my comfort sweater
The one with the green and white stripes
And after you died
I fell upon the pavement
I lay in the gutter
And pray to god to finish me off
It's been 4 years now
I still choke up at TV families
Sometimes I still feel like jumping in front of a bus
Is there something inside
Between my stomach and my rib cage
There's something inside right behind by eyelids
It's fear
It's the fear of being all alone
It's fear and it's anger
It's regret and it's longing
And fear
fear
fear