The Movies Lyrics & Chords By This Is Me Smiling

I was given the chance to redeem myself for a recent series of mistakes but did not take it
Realizing immediately afterwards that doing nothing was in itself another mistake
It made me wonder if I'd ever break this pattern 'cause I'm starting to harbour some exponential doubts
I'll end up living in a basement apartment like a hermit and get pissed off when I'm forced to go out

So I laid my head down
Started dreaming of you
In a compassionate light
I was helping you out
You were holding me tight
I don't wanna
Deal with the backlash
From the truths that I hid
Gonna be another
Day at the movies
Playing on my eyelids

I was trying to somehow cancel out all the bad karma I must have created over the years
Figuring it may be the best way to quell the impending doom feeling I get in the morning
Although it could have been attributed to drinking, smoking, apathy, catastrophe all over the world, and bad nutrition
Either way I was really inspired to one day do some nice things or help somebody or try to love someone