Top Shelf Lyrics & Chords By Like Vultures

Who would I be, if I never met you?
It's not like I don't know that I can't go on.
But, I don't want to till I hear you sing me a song.
It's only you, that could bring me back, but you only remember that
I only ever seemed to cause you grief and now you're serious as a heart attack.
I'm trying to be sincere,
but all I think about is lying since you left me here.
About the way that I've changed, how I don't act the same way,
and if you walked into the room I wouldn't be going insane.
If our paths someday collide,
will you still be looking at me through indifferent eyes?
Who would I be if I never met you?
I'm half as crazy now that I never see you.
I'm plagued with thoughts of you in my mind all the time.
It's always you, who changes my mind act like your fine,
then confront me out of nowhere telling me your not mine.
It's always you.
If you throw away what you know is right,
you'll end up just like me! Out of your mind.
For the past five years I've been waiting for someone,
That's never coming my way.
All of my memories of you are fading with time.
It's so hard to remember when you called yourself mine.
When you left I found the worst in me, that's a sign.
Who would I be if I never met you?
I'm half as crazy now that I never see you.
I'm plagued with thoughts of you in my mind all the time.
It's always you, who changes my mind act like your fine,
then confront me out of nowhere telling me your not mine.
It's always you.
You said that I would see you again, you said this wasn't the last time, that this could not be the end.
It's so incredible how much of a low life I've exposed myself to, of course I've always blamed you.
I knew I threw away the only chance I've ever got at proving that I could stand up and take what I want.
You only ever wanted me to show you that I'd give up the life that I had, just for a chance.
Every day I'm wondering if I'll ever change.
Addicted to the pain I feel when I hear your name.
Picturesque memories of you haunt me in my dreams
but every time I wake your gone and I'm left to face the day.
Everything I do I think I do it for you.
It's sad it's fucking sick but the worst part is it's true.
I know you'll never hear this but it's all I can do.
Just spill my fucking guts and hope that you get a clue.
Who would I be if I never met you?
I'm half as crazy now that I never see you.
I'm plagued with thoughts of you in my mind all the time.
It's always you, who changes my mind act like your fine,
then confront me out of nowhere telling me your not mine.
It's always you.