Tortured Lyrics & Chords By Otep

I was like 13
and it was a Sunday morning I think...
And...
I think both of my parents were still asleep...
I remember.
I was gonna play sick so I wouldn't have to go to church that day...
and I turned over
and there he was...
holding a pillow...
he smelled of sweat... and regret
... and he said ...
"shhhhh"